Hole Along The Road
I took the one less traveled by,
And that has made all the difference.
- Robert Frost (1874 - 1963)
The Road Not Taken
The title may not correlated with what i am going to say. apparently there is some. few things spark a different side of me lately. to the world which might bleak and harsh. i learn from the ash and make a fresh start.
few weeks have been reckless, hectic, and unbearable for me to explain in a state of tiredness. well i am tired. needless to say unstoppable assignments and projects need to be submitted in a given time transform me into a nonsensical person for a few days. *weng* i can say. :) sorry for those who become the victim of my kewengan. no need to mention who. you people know who u are. ;)
tired is when i felt like a punching bag got beaten up all over the body. weary is when i felt like purging every drop of nescafe down my throats. life been like a circle where it rotate and u end up driving the same point. it's boring despite the happiness and crappiness. well that life it is. at the end it's back to square one. i am tired and i have to bare in my miniscule brain i need a break.
Lately, my beliefs have been shaken by someone who i considered a very good person in and out. i keep pondering that unspeakable truth is better then the one we painly knew. the ugly and the reality of world. what u see is what u got. not ever thinking of what is hidden beneath it. to me, my feeling is prohibited to open up to anyone. i am me. and i've been like this for a long period of time. i am a good listener towards my family, friends and lover but it end up i am alone keep fuzzing with my own feeling. exploding is the right word to describe how much i needed someone to talk but it is simply me who rejected everyone. there's a saying said what you don't know, won't hurt you, so i deliberately hold on to it. how silly i am but that is the road which i've choose. so now, will i ever get the chance to change my path. i don't know. but it's worth a try. secretive is destructive
i don't wanna think of the aftermath as it's way too scary than screwing up the SP Test.
i miss home. badly.
Shine
I hardly update. It's been a while. The urge of laziness is suffocating me till i abandoned this page for nearly two months, i guess.I hardly update and i don't understand why i even privated it for a while.
but it come out with a point that there's a lot of things happened tangled around me and how least i live up with people's expectation.
and so here i am admitting i do miss blogging and shall write and post.


